Reality TV

So again, without fail, things are getting fucked up in my life. Today, I got in a a fight with my father, saw my despising ex-girlfriend and her whole family (the mother of said family finding it necessary to talk to me), and got in a fight (sort of) with Melissa. I don't like dealing with these things. Things can never work out easily, can they? The fight with my father and the ex-girlfriend thing I can deal with, but it's the fight with Melissa that bothers me the most. I don't understand why she's doing what she's doing. I mean, parts of it make sense, but her reactions and desires are kind of bewildering. I won't go into detail, because it's really not my place to say. I don't want to be fighting with her, because that inevitably means conflict between her and Tony and/or Tony and I.

Another thing that has been aggravating me lately is all the people that have approached me at my job saying they didn't receive their orders. This not only makes the company look bad, it makes me look bad. If both the company and I look bad, that means business goes down and I no longer have a job. I will not stand for this. I'm sick of fixing other people mistakes, especially the ones that could easily bave been avoided. I want things to just work like they are supposed to, or at least close to the way they are supposed to. I want things to be simple, or at least a little less complicated. I'm tired of dealing with things that shouldn't have to be dealt with, especially trivial things that normally occur in high school groupse. I'm sick and tired of all the drama.

Where's the damn remote...I need to put on a comedy for a while. Soap operas blow. Adieu. Josh