Glimmer of Hope

First off, I want to thank all of you that commented. Every one of them made me smile. I also want to say that I should have updated my blog earlier. Almost immedietly after I uploaded the last post, I went to Perkins (which, if you didn't know, is my sanctuary) with my friend Jason. Now, Jason comes off as (and is) a perfect example of a cowboy. The hat, the boots, the attitude, the whole nine. But he has a personality and, most importantly, a mind. We ended up talking about anything but the things we had issues with. And this was extremely cool. It reminded me that there are people in the world worth talking to. Anyways, that talk pretty much saved me from freaking out. And freaking out is bad. I end up hurting someone, whether it be myself or someone else is irrelevant. But that's another story. After that, I had some fucked up experiences. The other day, my friend informed me that he had broken up with his girlfriend a week and a half ago, but he neglected to tell the group. This puts me in an interesting position, being as lately I've developed an attraction to a certain girl and he has an attraction to her as well. The difference is that Ducky seems to be more attracted to him. Though she says she is scared to be in a relationship, it's obvious that she craves a relationship. He also said I should try to break up a different girl I know and her boyfriend so that she would go out with me. Now, she does complain about her relatioship quite often, I'm not about to break up a relationship to satisfy my own desires. That's just not cool. On that note, I think I'll stop writing and head to bed. Thanks again, those who commented to the previous post. Adieu. Josh