What a fucking day
Today was one hell of a day, despite the fact that it started at about 11:00a.m. 2 of my major money-making/survival resources ended up being unusable for an undetermined amount of time, because they caught on to us and were changing policies (for further inquiry, contact me). This is no good, especially since I am now unemployed. On the bright side, I did have two amazing intellectual conversations today. One being with my friend Melly, and the other being with Melly's mother Cathy. Cathy is kind of neurotic, so that conversation was interesting, but at the same time we still conversed as educated individuals. The conversation with Melly, however, was definitely the highlight of my day. It was even better than me trying to kill myself with a spoon in the bathroom at Ember's! (this was a joke; I strongly disapprove of suicide) Anyways, Melly and I discussed quite a few things, including drugs, sex, and each other. Melly is an amazing girl, and knows quite a bit for only being 16. Kind of an elitist statement, being as I myself am only 17, but hey. She tried telling me that I'm not as apathetic as I make myself out to be, and that despite the asshole facade I'm really a giant sweetheart. This may very well be true, but I'm not about to admit any of that. Her boyfriend is extremely lucky to have her, and sometimes I think he doesn't even realize it. Unfortunately, Melly's boyfriend is one of my very good friends and thanks to my old-fashioned value system (curses) I could never split them up, let alone do anything with her. They have about 5 months worth of dating behind them, and they care alot for each other so I would hate for either of them to be hurt. Anyways, the whole shit with my guidance counselor went pretty well, and all I would have to do is take like ten hours of night school. That is, of course, if I can't make up a test at MSU. Ah well. Time to smoke another fine Camel cigarette. 77/=|\|, |\/|4\/15
