Broken pride
I need help. I'm too fucked up. And I'm scared. There aren't many people that I can get a hold of at 2:30 in the morning with no long distance. I should sleep, but I can't. Depression has hit me too hard. I need to be back home. I need to be with people that I know care. My pride is gone. I can't hold myself much longer. Adieu. Josh
posted by Josh at 00:26
2 Comments:
well holy shit. i truly hope you have a clue who this is, cause i am way too lazy to go through all the pretentious bullshit that i assume is required to post one here with a name. goddamn uncle-fuckin regurgitated canadian cum-bubbles. sometimes i hate technology. if that don't help ya figure out who this is, just smile and think of the ledge, then get really mad and think how the school fucked us both because of it. anyways, like i told you before i left, you care alot about people, though that's not necessarily a bad thing, as it's all relative. but i think you just need to let go for a day or two. just take a few for yourself, and chill. most of the people up in fargo are too full of themselves to really think about how whatever they do impacts anyone. Honestly, i doubt half of the population of fargo is even aware that anyone not stored in the cell phone speed dial list even exists. But you know you got people who care about you, and of you need a reminder, just kick Velcro and Narg. when they don't hit you back (and they WON'T, cause they're pussies) you know they care about ya. and let me know how shit's goin. later, shitbrick.
P.S. Perception is Reality, so percieve that you don't give a fuck about the anal-retentive bastards that don't give a fuck about you. Cause there are enough that DO care 'bout ya, that you don't have to care about the one's that don't.
Hey Josh
It was good to see you today. I have missed you. It seems that my suspisions were correct and you had a rough weekend. I don't know if you've been looking at my blog but you should. We should start having supper or coffee or something together on a normal basis. I believe you know me better that anyone here at college and I enjoy you alot more than the people I am around now. I hope you still enjoy my company and I hope we can continue this discussion later on. Please be in contact.
-The Girl From Two Floors Up
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